maybe there will be something more here eventually. for now, an aimless statement:

hi, i'm bonnie and my heart is always hungry and my soul is always yawning, hoping something will tumble down its throat and satisfy it. things tumble down its throat often. mostly, these are happy occurrences.

i don't know what i want so i make things up. surely you will not fault me for this? lately, the things i make up have felt more and more satisfying, so i think i am beginning the discovery of what i want. this, i think, is normal and necessary.

i want to do more with literature, linguistics, and psychology. i feel as though i am on the precipice of something with it and my molasses slow, road rash sweet journey of learning mandarin and japanese.

i want to write (more). i want to write various things. i want to put all sorts of things out into the world. i want to declare that i am here, i was here, and this is what i like, these are the things i loved.

beside want, i have learnt and am learning what i like. i like writing. i like shoving entities i like into romance and intimacy and intangible, indelible interlacings with each other. meaning: i like to make them kiss and fuck and hold hands. i like to make them endure the wonders and horrors of love to my taste.

shipping is my number one hobby and if you hate it you should leave swiftly. it is the only thing i consistently do. more than gaming, more than listening to music, more than writing itself. it might be up there, just above sleeping.

as for this site: i know very little about coding, about most anything, but i wanted a place to archive my writing and other such things. somewhere that might be up when other sites go down. the merrier the more!

and so my writing can be found scattered around the internet. some of those locations are marked off on the map below. if you like this sort of thing like i do, please enjoy! if not, maybe you will find something that interests you regardless. here or there or elsewhere. i could not say where.

enjoy your wanderings, my friend, and take care!

map to writings

neocities.

wip archive (this site!)

dreamwidth.

community

superlove!

profile

squidgeworld.

profile

archive of our own.

all-inclusive collection 🎀 rpf profile 🎀 fandom profile